Paradoxical Xenodimensional Memeplex

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 03:06:07 GMT

back from europe...

lokayatans and bachantes say:

The formula for magick goes as follows, reality is duality reconciled into the void.

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 06:00:20 GMT

something someone posted in one of my many journals...

Repent, the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
Jesus Christ was crucified and died for the
sins of the world, and rose again to life on
the third day. He is the only way to salvation.

demons, be silent and come out of this person now
in the name of Jesus Christ, the son of God, and
enter them no more. satan, be gone!

Mark 1:27 And they were all amazed, so that they questioned among themselves, saying, "What is this? A new teaching with authority! He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him."

Mark 7:20-23 And the LORD Jesus Christ said, "What comes out of a person is what defiles him. For from within, out of the heart of man, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, coveting, wickedness, deceit, sensuality, envy, slander, pride, foolishness. All these evil things come from within, and they defile a person."

John 3:19 The light has come into the world, and people who do evil things are judged guilty because they love the dark more than the light.

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 15:51:58 GMT

it was two am...

i tiptoe down the stairs, careful not to wake anyone up... i take a drink of water and leave... once outised i find the floor littered with party fliers... right before i can enter the cemetary there is a large rock with what seems to be a sleeping animal... i am not wearing my contacts and it's really dark out so i can't tell if it's just my eyes playing tricks on me so i decide to hop the broken fence instead... i get all cut up by the exposed pointed pieces of the fence... i take a dirt road in the cemetary to a patch of woods... before it i kneel and undress to invoke the goddess amatoria... after the invokation i decide to go to the green belt that is on the opposite side of my house from the cemetary... inside the woods i aprach the keg rock, where i find an unused and unopen tampon... i then find a tree which seems to have symbols drawn upon it, but is infact the moonlight piercing through the tree leaves which made those symbols... i feel the tree and at the bottom is a hollow probabl;y created by a lightning strike... when i put my hand in i find it stuffed with sawdust... i use the tampon to dig it out... but i don't seem to be getting anywhere so i give up and leave the tampon inside the tree... i then walk to a pond, but i start to here movement... i find myself saying "I'm not afraid i got what i want"... when i come back home i wanted to write this down and when flipping through a note book to find a page to write on i find that several years ago i wrote the word "vepsana"... i do not remember writting it and i have no idea what it means...

Thu, 26 May 2005 01:02:59 GMT

the story:

93 years before the Pole Shift students of astrology and alchemy uncovering the existance of a lost arctic society from the map of a 16th century Turkish explorer named Piri Reis. These mystic were very much involved in the third reich and they saw in Antarctica a potential steping stone in the war. As the war aproached an end they began aktion adlerflug which entailed takeing the money confiscated from jews andother enemies of the state and channeling it to banks and corporations in other countries. At the same time they built an arctic base in a section of antarctica known as Queen Maud which had been named Neuschwabenlandt. After the incarnation that razed europe fell, the plan was to rebuild the empire on the comming pole shift . They used mystical concentration techniques in order to carry out orders with cold perfection and so they could bear the most austere conditions. They seek to rebuild the world as an aristocracy where they would rule as god-kings. These mystic wariors would rule by ritual and would resurrect the zeitgeist of days no long forgotten.

Tue, 17 May 2005 23:32:42 GMT

a partially autistic boy named blair welling whose awkward silence when people communicated with him which got him kicked out of my boyfriends uncle's house drew the following three tables on the back of a computer manual... is it what i think it is?

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pxtry
vf347.
chxh6
dads

vvvch
gq4h7
xjmm4
bbw9g
4dg6q
mine

128527
579150
626713
555925
378341
111854
110506

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Thu, 12 May 2005 03:03:56 GMT

my family crest
Leliwa (leliva)

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 15:47:49 GMT

The name Amitoria is a bastardization of the name of a girl from india who requested me to work some black mojo for her, as well as amatoria with an 'i' replacing the 'a'. Amitoria means ecstasy, dissolving all form.

Asatham (Arzavaam, RZVM) is Amitoria's opposing polarity, representing will and actualized desires.

Vepsana is the black virgo, the mind dissociated from reality manifesting as critical judgement. Vepsana is the consort of Asatham.